It's that frustration that has spilled over for months, and it has lay spoilt for quite some time. Frustration at situations, at things, and as a result, people.
I'm becoming someone whom I don't want to be.
In between back-breaking sessions at the comp and snapping at people, is my silent and desperate plea to God to talk to me about my situation. I'm hanging on a thin line about to cut through my fingers.
Finally, at 4.36 a.m today.
"For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it. What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?" - Matthew 16:25-26
Ah, finally.
The King has spoken.
The King has spoken.
And I've new words to ponder over this weekend.
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