my one fear in life, is that I do not do the things I do with the root of a heart conviction. to me, a mind conviction is a flow of logical thought processes that i was trained and conditioned to make choices in life. that of which the world teaches us to do.
mind convictions worked in my life for the short term. a project or a major exam, i could put in my 100% and saw through them. they never worked for long term commitments like random CCAs, being consistent in my school work, interests. on the contrary, the only heart convictions i've seen through is my commitment to follow God and music.
which was why when i was repeatedly brought to question the consistency of my spiritual habits, i actually did know what the right thing to do was. which was of course,
more prayer + bible study → know God's character more → make Godly decisions in line with His Kingdom
uh, yeahhhh.
today i realised how much of a silly i am.
i'm not just reading about a God to know Him more.
i'm meeting Him, i am talking to Him, i am listening to Him.
who am i to confess that He is Lord and that i love Him and am in a relationship with Him when i don't even take the effort to meet and talk and listen to Him? if i could make it a point to meet my family and friends because i love and care for them, then what more God, whom i've chosen to follow?
this is my heart conviction:
prayer + bible study → meet and talk to God, the love of my life → understand His ways and His character more → love Him even more → wanna serve Him and His people even more
i confess that i love God above all,
but my actions thus far have shown otherwise.
mind convictions worked in my life for the short term. a project or a major exam, i could put in my 100% and saw through them. they never worked for long term commitments like random CCAs, being consistent in my school work, interests. on the contrary, the only heart convictions i've seen through is my commitment to follow God and music.
which was why when i was repeatedly brought to question the consistency of my spiritual habits, i actually did know what the right thing to do was. which was of course,
more prayer + bible study → know God's character more → make Godly decisions in line with His Kingdom
uh, yeahhhh.
today i realised how much of a silly i am.
i'm not just reading about a God to know Him more.
i'm meeting Him, i am talking to Him, i am listening to Him.
who am i to confess that He is Lord and that i love Him and am in a relationship with Him when i don't even take the effort to meet and talk and listen to Him? if i could make it a point to meet my family and friends because i love and care for them, then what more God, whom i've chosen to follow?
this is my heart conviction:
prayer + bible study → meet and talk to God, the love of my life → understand His ways and His character more → love Him even more → wanna serve Him and His people even more
i confess that i love God above all,
but my actions thus far have shown otherwise.
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