Tuesday, December 20, 2011

greater plans


just read a status update of someone whom i met during writer’s festival and had brief conversation with. he reminded me a little of my youngest brother, and we talked about school and random stuff because he was doing surveys for WF. remember him telling me that he wanted so much to do well in his Ns so that he could do his Os but wasn’t sure now that he was done with it, and i encouraged him, not only because i saw that desire in him, but for a 16 year old, i think he displayed a maturity that most his age do not have.
so anyway status said he passed his N levels with flying colours. that kinda made my day, and then i suddenly think it’s really nice to be able to feel unspeakable joy for someone whom you cross paths and share thoughts with at some point in your life. i mean, isn’t that what life is about? share, and care. if we could for a moment stop to think about our interactions with people, we’d realise that they are in no way just a coincidence. the things and people you see on the streets, the situations you come across, all part of plan to mould an individual in service to greater society.
so remember the day you met a stranger, and she shared an umbrella with you under the pouring rain.
remember the day you met a stranger, and you both talked about the world.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

non-colic


It scares me that I can no longer cry.
All that is left within me, is a dull thud at the bottom of my heart, hardened from years of being broken. that nothing can make me break anymore.
i dont know how to explain this, but, it scares me. i think ive been robbed dry of every ounce of emotion in me.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

goodbye to everything i thought i knew

6 years of my life, and i constantly feel myself dragging the shackles of baggages at my feet. funny how a new virtual space feels like the cleansing mentally, or physically. just some days ago, i came across a diary with our past and it amazes me to no end how consumed one can be in a relationship. and the aftermath just puts everything into perspective. had this box of stuff with tonnes of memories in it, and ended up throwing them all out. i don't need these physical reminders of good times any more. i'm ready to move on.
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